Axel-desu

I was in the middle of working on a piece when I got some terrible news. I've had a lot of trouble finding inspiration in the last few days as result. Lets say the fire is burning out a little as far as creativity. I think...I need to express the things I've been going through in some way. I thought about writing but its so personal and Im not so good at it. Gah I dunno. I was working so hard on bettering myself as an artist and now this news has set up a huge road block. I feel pretty blank and when I pick up my pen nothing comes to mind anymore. Just...the news. Im not sure how to get around it either. Bah this isn't my journal or facebook

EDIT: The second person on my list kinda vanished so...1 SPOT OPEN FOR FREE DRAWING! So you may not have seen that I have added commission prices. I'd love to start doing that kind of thing! Give me something fun to do while being a stay-at-home type. Also itll help me towards tickets to visit home again! I miss my mom back in America but it's one expensive trip. Now, I realize that I dont have a lot of newer work or variety up right now and can't expect to get a lot of responses to my commission openings with that. SO I have an offer! ~transparentplz (https://www.deviantart.com/transparentplz):icontransparentplz::icontransparentplz::thumb131033921: First two people to comment

Probably the most exciting day EVER for me! I have a tablet on it's way! I've wanted one for YEARS! It's not a Wacom but has great reviews and seems just as functional. If I turn out to be any good at it, I might save up for a more professional one. Not having to use a mouse all the time is going to be fantastic. I have a feeling that the pen stylus is really going to let more of my natural drawing style come through. I always feel like I lose a lot of it when I use the mouse and the lack of pressure sensitivity stinks!! A very great day for me indeed! ~happytearsplz (https://www.deviantart.com/happytearsplz)